Well hola [09 Nov 2004|07:35pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | Thomas- A Perfect Circle ] So im terrible at updating tihs but im awesome cause i have a Napolean Dnomite shirt andyou dont :P. I shall grace you all with it tomorrow. I really hate burger king and i am sure i will be fired really soon. If the new head manger wasnt totally into NoFX im sure i would have been fired the first day i worked with. *le sigh* Musical has been pretty ok since i just started going to practices. Im awesome make-up crew. All of you people go see the show cause the people in it are all amazing and stuff. I went to the DIA today and it was pretty boring. Going on fieldtrips in general quite are, but i got out of school all day and surprsingly i made up all the homework i cuold actually do at home. I really havent had much homework at all. Its pretty crazy. Well i would go watch Edward Scissorhands if my DVD player would work but it wont and im saddened because i really want to watch it. I love that movie. Hmm nothing really much more to say except i work tomorrow and thursday and go to my cousins thursdya nite to help her out after her operation. Then improv show on friday nite. Maybe someone will let me watch dear Edward after the show because i crave it! Off i go. Later days O 89X with MBC December 1st. Awesome :D ~Help me to let it go~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

AH [03 Nov 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Let's go all the way- Sly Fox ] All i have to say is Yay USA! Elect Bush for another four years of fricken hell. WHat the eff? People are this ignorant i guess. I cannot fathom why people voted for him? Give me one good thing he did for this country, except pro-life and no gays and killing Iraq citizens, women and chilren included, and maybe ill consider, but i doubt. Go burn yourself down to the ground America and ill be here to spit on the ashes. ~Got to be a man of war~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

BaH [20 Oct 2004|06:12pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Wicked Game- HIM ] So today wasnt very eventful. I only went to school threw second hour. I came home and then slept like none other. I had such a weird dream. I feel your pain RJ, anywho. Actually, there many dreams within one. It was crazy. Then I woke up, after realizing i slept too late and got ready to go and take my senior pictures, no not at salerno. They went ok. I had some fun times, listened to some fun music. Got some apple cider at yates and came home. I left one outfit at the place so i must return there tonite or tommorrow. My choice. Now im just sitting and vegitating in front of the PC screen. Its exciting. Probaboly go for walk and listen to some more HIM. I really heart this band. Now off to go do something. ~The world was on fire and no one could save me but you~ 1 more pill to kill the pain

I have returned [17 Oct 2004|06:43pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Under the Bridge- Red Hot CHili Peppers ] SO yea i am finally returing to these journal things again. Score and a half. Wel lets see what has happened Hmmm i am single agian. w00t! UHm besides that nothing much has been up. Just really busy with work and school and some other stupid junk thats going on. I want to go to colledge now. I want to get out of here so effing bad, but its fall and i heart fall. Fall is fricken awesome and so is my halloween costume. It shall be fun times. me and jessie hottest costumes every in the world! Wel i am off to go do sometihgn productive like i have no idea! ~Take me to the place i love~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

[20 Aug 2004|10:03pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | House of 1000 Corps- Rob Zombie ] I should never tell anyone the brutal honesty agian Never general terms. ever. TIs bad Make a mental note of that ~This is the devil~ to kill the pain

Ah concerts rock my face [18 Aug 2004|02:50pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Swamped- Lacuna Coil ] Ok so i went to 2 awesome concerts. Ah they were great. Music is such a great escape. I do admit Warped Tour was better then Ozzfest. Thats just my scene i suppose. Warped Tour- Saw Rise AGainst for the second time. Amazing they were. Altho i was still waking up. Saa wsome other local band or something. Then The Casualties. O man they are so awesome live. I have heard their music before and its pretty good and its better live. Then saw some other bands that were decent. Main event ANTI-FLAG! O jeeze they were so incredibly good. So political and so moving. They could be great public spekers. They have complete control over the crowd and can get anyone to believe anything. It's crazy. OVerall A great great show. Bad religion sucked live. New Found Glory just sucked terribly as expected. Ozzfest- Not too shabby. Definatly a diffrent music scene. I didnt mind. Lacuna Coil was really great. I bought their cd and had it signed. O yea! You all lose cause you dont have an autographed copy of Comalies, muahahaha. Then SLipknot was fricken awesome live. They are one of the best bands i have ever seen live. Main stage was alrite. Super Joint Ritual was terrible and BLS wasnt allthat great. SLayer, which i have been waiting to see, was a disappointment. *sigh*. Judast Priest, however, was awesome. WHich was good b/c i wanted to see them. O Black Sabbath how i love that band. They may be old but they still have it, especially the guitaist. I totally forgot his name blah. Brain fart. But anywho they were great. Ozzfest was great fun times. Gracias RJ for the ride and money for food :) Well i am out ~Destiny flying high above~ 4 more pills to kill the pain

I will.. . [12 Aug 2004|09:59am] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Orestes- A Perfect Circle ] Long time no update eh? Nothing much to say really. Been with spike as i have most of my summer. WOrking a lot and it quite sucks. I reallly want a new job. I have been at the BK almost a year. Sad times it is. Sunday~ Warped Tour. Yay ANti-flag. I requested this day off work. Did they give itto me. No. But thats ok i will stil go. No wasting $35. Tuesday- Ozzfest. Effing yes! Slayer and Otep and Slipknot. Excitment. Pictures most definatly. Hah i cant spell Napoleon Dynamite effign rocks my socks. it was a hilarious movie and i suggest everyone go see it because you will laugh as i did. Hahahah. I must say it was really well done. An orginal in itself Well nothing more to say. Have to go to work and finish writing my english papers. Blah Later days ~Pull me into you're perfect circle~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

Nothing can stop us tonight [01 Aug 2004|10:40am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Bailamos- Enrique ] Reading ANgela's Ashes i have realized my life is precious and just fine. The flaws i have seen dont seem so big. I believe everyone should realize that. Life really isnt so bad i promise. It could be a lot worse. Sometimes i get sick of hearign just how much life sux cause if you think about it. It really doesnt. SUre everyone has their fair share of problems. But I know it could be WAY worse then what it is Thats my thought of the day ~Let the rythm take you over~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

[31 Jul 2004|12:07am] [ mood | angry ] People are so immature Some cant take hints Other i just dont know 2 more pills to kill the pain

Things were good when we were young [27 Jul 2004|12:07pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | I love you maryjane- Cypress Hill/Sonic Youth ] So i have not updated in awhile. SUrprisingly i have been busy. WHo would have thought eh. Just been hanging out w/ spike and nick and will and other people that are awesome. SUmmer isnt so bad but its going by really really fast. I have to sign up for the SATs like woah. write letters to colledges and such. Gosh I am senior. Crazy. AH well I still Have AP english left to do. Finishing Catcher in the Rye as we speak. Then onto ANgela's Ashes, I was going to read Frankenstein, but it kinda bores me so we shall try somehting new. Plus my mmom had that book floating around here so i thought why not. rish immigrant story can be touchign and interesitng in the least. Have any suggestions for other books let me know. ANyway life has been swell and what not and i am off to read some more. Whoo growing brain cells. Ozzfest am stumped for. Almost 20 days away but hey PS- Loving the fall like weather in July ~Sugar come back and get me high~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

[19 Jul 2004|11:43am] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | The Diamond sea- Sonic Youth ] Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat Name/username/nickname: favorite color: best physical quaility: face best personality trait: people person will you marry your bf/gf that you have now? it depends when will you get married? September 8, 2016 your kiss is: fiery People date you because: you're cute Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! Hmm its almost me. Im not a people person ~Men are not alone in the doamond sea~ to kill the pain

4 [18 Jul 2004|12:16pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Slither- Velvet Revolver ] Well my AP test results are in. I GOT A 4! on AP history. I am quite proud of myself. I cant believe it. That test was quite hard but my studying paid off. On in enviromental science i got a 3. But hey i study a grand total of maybe 3 hours. If that. So Im not gonna beat myself up over that. Still qualify for colledge credit. Yay. This i like the highlight of my life as of now. Haha I think to reward myself ill buy a ticket to see Sonic Youth. MMmmm i shallthink about it ANy who MBC grad party yesterday. Loads of fun times. COngrats on graduating. I dont want school to start I need to finish my summer reading. Off to finish The Jungle ~Yea here comes the water~ 4 more pills to kill the pain

Rave's and such [14 Jul 2004|10:59am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Cinderella's Big Score- Sonic Youth ] SO yesterday i went to this stuid thing for work. Omething on guest services. CHristina and I went for our work but we got paid for it so it was all ok. Then we hit up the BK and got free food so not too shabby. Afterwards i went to spike's watched some of club dread, then went to get jessie for Tony's rave. We got there and it was alrite times. I felt bad for jessi, as if i made her the third wheel. Im sory Jessie ilove you mucho. It would have been better if i was in a better mood, but towards the end of it i was having fun and i felt a lot better. Communication is good. Wo Hoo Then spike and i went back to his house and then went to McDonalds ate there. I poked him w/ plastic silverware and it was fun times. THen we went back and played mortal kombat. I suck. O well it happens. I like tekken better. HAhah Well i am off to read some more of the jungle and things of that like. Much Love to you :) ~If i could give you anything,i would give you a kiss~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

Too shy shy yea [11 Jul 2004|01:03am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Too shy shy- Kajagoogoo ] So i did get a nine inch nails cd yay me. Pretty Hate Mahcine is pretty darn good. The guy at media scared the crap outta of me while i was inspecting this cd. it was funny, to me anyway I got a new cd player :) It was cheap and works. Also purchased warped tour ticket. Sorry tamie i could not purchase yours :( But hopefull y you can get it :) Warped Tour shall be fun times and as will Ozzfest Hopefully i can see sonic youth w/ sarah. That would rock. Ho Hum. I have nothign quite to say. Hanging out w/ spike most of the time. Hes an awesome boy and hes mine muahaha Well im done babbling ~COme on girl, move a little closer~ 1 more pill to kill the pain

Just for you and the strangeness in my mind [09 Jul 2004|01:43am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | The Only Time- Nine Inch Nails ] ~i'm drunk and right now i am so in love with you and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car nothing quite like the feel of something new maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up in you maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up in you maybe i'm all messed up this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive i swear i just found everything i need the sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins are listening to me well i want to wrap it up and swim in it until i drown my moral standing is lying down nothing quite like the feel of something new maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up in you maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up maybe i'm all messed up in you maybe i'm all messed up this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive maybe i'm all messed up in you this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive this is the only time i really feel alive~ to kill the pain

You go straight threw my heart [01 Jul 2004|09:39am] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | The Perfect Drug- Nine Inch Nails ] Well all this week i have been at spike's house. Its been jolly good fun. I enjoy hanging with him and such. Summer has been going great and such. I need a new job although. I get like no hours at the BK. Watever. I want to work at a book store or something. Ill go job hunting next week. SOunds like a great plan. I need a new Nine Inch Nails cd. Hmmm purchasing one i mite do. O how i love trent reznor. Well i am down w/ useless babbling. Wait Niagra falls i leave for on sunday w/ MBC. *excitment* Yay Canada ~Without you everything falls apart~ 2 more pills to kill the pain

[29 Jun 2004|11:14am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Duality- Slpknot ] [ .001. ] first name: Reyna [ .002. ] middle name: Marie [ .003. ] last name: Something long and you cant pronounce [ .004. ] nickname(s): Mexi, Reynaz0rs, Reyna of Rackendor the Powerful (totally Awesome) [ .005. ] gender: female [ .006. ] age: 16 [ .007. ] birthday: October 28th 1987 [ .008. ] height: 4'11" [ .009. ] hair color: red/pink/blondish [ .010. ] eye color: Brown [ .011. ] race: Hispanic [ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: neither [ .013. ] do you have braces: non [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: short [ .015. ] where were you born: South Central LA [ .016. ] current location: my mom's room [ .017. ] zodiac sign: scorpio [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: dos [ .019. ] nationality: Mexican [ .020. ] bad habits: i dont know [ .021. ] piercings you have: 3 in each ear and my belly button [ .022. ] piercings you want: no mas [ .023. ] tattoos you have: none [ .024. ] tattoos you want: two. [ .025. ] today's date: June 29th 2004 [ .026. ] the time: 11:18 in the AM [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: sure why not Family : . [ .028. ] mother's name: Lorri [ .029. ] father's name: Felipe [ .030. ] step-parent's names: None [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Felipe [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none [ .033. ] favorite aunt: Ingrid [ .034. ] favorite uncle: Don [ .035. ] favorite grandparent: my Omi [ .036. ] worst relative: Jay [ .037. ] best relative: Uncle Don [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: Eh somewhat. [ .039. ]Does anyone in your family underst and you?:I dont know never tried to open up . : Pets : . [ .040. ] do you have any pets: Yes [ .041. ] what are their names: Benji [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Puppy . : School : . [ .043. ] are you still in school: yes [ .044. ] did you drop out: no [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: 3.79 ish [ .046. ] favorite grade: 7th [ .047. ] least favorite grade: 8th [ .048. ] favorite teacher: Crossen/Akers/Almacher [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Solin/Wright [ .050. ] favorite subject: English/History [ .051. ] least favorite subject: math/science [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: yea right. Me, atheltic? [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: FOrensics is/was my life [ .055. ] are/was you popular? I dotn know. WHat fool would care? [ .056. ] favorite dance: Salsa [ .057. ] favorite memory: California [ .058. ] least favorite dance: Clogging [ .059. ] least favorite memory: *hrugs* [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Hah liek ill say it here . : Favorites : . [ .061. ] number: 13 [ .062. ] clothing brand: whatever [ .063. ] shoes: vans/comverse/eternis [ .064. ] saying: You got served [ .065. ] tv show: I dont know [ .066. ] sport: i hate sports [ .067. ] vegetable: Cucumbers [ .068. ] fruit: Strawberries [ .069. ] movie: Donnie Darko/ Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind [ .070. ] magazine: Newsweek [ .071. ] actor: Johnny Depp [ .072. ] actress: Catherine Zeta Jones [ .073. ] candy: Blow popa [ .074. ] gum: ANything [ .075. ] scent: Halloween [ .076. ] candy bar: Hersey's special dark chocolate [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate [ .078. ] color: red/black [ .079. ] season: fall [ .080. ] holiday: eh i am not a big holiday person [ .081. ] band: Nofx/NIN/Franz Ferdinand [ .082. ] singer: Trent Reznor/ Maynard [ .083. ] group: Didnt i answer that under band they are all groups [ .084. ] rapper: heck if i know [ .085. ] type of music: Punk rock industrial rock and psychdelic rock [ .086. ] thing in your room: Jimi Hendrix poster [ .087. ] place to be: on the beach [ .088. ] radio station: 101.1 [ .089. ] tv channel: VH1 classic music ideos [ .090. ] junk food: ceral [ .091. ] overall food: churrors [ .092. ] store: Pac Sun/ Hot topic/ Kohls [ .093. ] shoe brand: Vans/ converse [ .094. ] fast food: Burger King/ Arby's [ .095. ] restaurant: Joe's crab shack [ .096. ] shape: star [ .097. ] time of day: sumwhere at nite [ .098. ] country: mexico [ .099. ] state: California [ .100. ] boys name: THomas [ .101. ] girls name: Angel [ .102. ] mall: Lakeside [ .103. ] video game: Mortal Combat: deadly Alliance. [ .104. ] shampoo: any [ .105. ] board game: sorry [ .106. ] computer game: uhm i dont know [ .107. ] car: Beetle [ .108. ] music video: Take me out- Franz Ferdinand [ .109. ] swear word: i dont swear. I like to say what the eff [ .110. ] word: eff [ .111. ] month: October [ .112. ] cartoon character: Daria [ .113. ] scary movie: Nightmare on elm street. ANy of them except the second one [ .114. ] team: *shrugs* [ .115. ] possession: Led Zeppelin how the west was won . : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : . [ .116. ] eminem: You're white [ .117. ] dog: Benji [ .118. ] hot: cold [ .119. ] britney spears: ew [ .120. ] nsync: 4rth grade [ .121. ] real world: MTV sux [ .122. ] orange: juice [ .123. ] choice: freedom [ .124. ] fuck: you? [ .125. ] bisexual: confusion [ .126. ] black: white [ .127. ] ice: steam [ .128. ] insane clown posse: ew [ .129. ] linkin park: Hybrid theory [ .130. ] jack: jill [ .131. ] rainbow: pretty [ .133. ] cucumber: summer [ .134. ] shark: jaws [ .135. ] lifehouse: band [ .136. ] bat: man [ .137. ] leather: Trent Reznor [ .138. ] whip: it good [ .139. ] america: red white and blue [ .140. ] water: swim [ .141. ] volcano: red . : This or that : . [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: rock [ .146. ] rap or pop: neither [ .147. ] rap or r&b: neither [ .148. ] rap or metal: metal [ .149. ] pop or r&b: neither [ .150. ] pop or metal: metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park [ .153. ] tool or korn: Tool [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Selena [ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold [ .156. ] winter or summer: winter [ .157. ] spring or fall: Fall [ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira [ .159. ] icp or eminem: ew [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Manson [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Kittie [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: vh1 [ .163. ] buffy or angel: Angel [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: ew [ .165. ] football or basketball: ew [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter 167.skiing or snowboarding: snowbarding [ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: rollerblading [ .169. ] black or white: black [ .170. ] orange or red: red [ .171. ] yellow or green: green [ .172. ] purple or pink: pink [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: hot topic [ .175. ] inside or outside: outside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: weed [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: powerpuff girls [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: dino [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings [ .184. ] prep or punk: punk [ .185. ] slut or whore: whore . : Private life : . [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: boyfriend [ .187. ] do you have a crush: yes in a way [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes i do [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yes [ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: o i dont know [ .191. ] who was your first boyfriend: Colin [ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: none [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: none [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: The greatest thing you'll learn is to love and be loved in return [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: wild, crazy, caring, short [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: no i do not [ .197. ] please post it if you do: [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes unfortunatly [ .199. ] please post it if you do: nope [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: A bit of both [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yes [ .202. ] are you still friends: yes [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: nope [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: nope [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope [ .206. ] how about a little x: no [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Nope i dont drink at all! [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: never had [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: stop w/ the beer questions [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: i dont smoke [ .213. ] are you a virgin: yessum i am [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: hah htisis my sex life *total silence for lack of anything* . : Would you ever : . [ .215. ] bungee jump: no [ .216. ] sky dive: no [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes [ .218. ] scuba dive: yes [ .219. ] go rock climbing: yes [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no [ .223. ] cross-dress: no [ .224. ] lie to the police: yes [ .225. ] run from the police: yes [ .226. ] lie to your parents: well come on now [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: yes [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: mmmmm no [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: maybe [ .230. ] streak: no . : Your friends : . [ .231. ] best friend: Sarah K and RJ and Minko [ .232. ] known longest: MBC [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: All of them [ .234. ] wish you saw more: all of them [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: i have no idea [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: *shrugs* [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Spike [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no [ .239. ] craziest: Spike [ .240. ] loudest: MBC [ .241. ] shyest: Courtney [ .242. ] best hair: Spike [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Tony [ .244. ] best eyes: Nikky P [ .245. ] best body: Curtis [ .246. ] most athletic: i dont know [ .247. ] sex symbol: Curtis [ .248. ] hot tempered: me [ .249. ] most impatient: sarah [ .250. ] shortest: tamie [ .251. ] tallest: RJ [ .252. ] most talented: they all are talented [ .253. ] best singer: Courtney and poster [ .254. ] skinniest: COurtney [ .255. ] nicest: Courtney and poster and julie [ .256. ] best personality: Julie [ .257. ] biggest drug user: uhm none of them use drugs . : Have you ever : . [ .258. ] flashed someone: nope [ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes [ .260. ] been to michigan: i live here [ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: nope [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope [ .263. ] skateboarded: yes [ .264. ] skinny dipped:nah [ .265. ] stolen anything: yes [ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: yes [ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes [ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no [ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no [ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: no [ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision:no [ .275. ] been to a concert: yes many [ .276. ] been to another country: yes [ .277. ] talked back to an adult: al the time [ .278. ] got pulled over: no [ .279. ] got in a car accident: no thank God [ .280. ] broke a law: yes [ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes [ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: nope [ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: no [ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no [ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no [ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: yes . : Opinions : . [ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: ew [88. ] about boy bands: ew [ .289. ] about flag burning: i am the leader of that [ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: its over [ .291. ] about suicide: how about tough it out? [ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: i am that person [ .293. ] about abortion: pro choice. do what you want [ .294. ] about rock/metal music: Awesome [ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Not here [ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Sarah and RJ . : What did you do : . [ .297. ] last birthday: Ate cake [ .298. ] yesterday: i was over spike's house [ .299. ] last weekend: uhm working [ .300. ] christmas: i was here [ .301. ] thanksgiving: my grandmas next door [ .302. ] new year's eve: heck if i know [ .303. ] halloween: was here [ .304. ] easter: at my house once agian. Im jewish no need for easter. O wait i worked and saw dawn of the dead [ .305. ] valentine's day: i dont know. . : the last : . [ .306. ] thing you ate: peanut butter ceral [ .307. ] thing you drank: oragne juice [ .308. ] thing you wore: clothes [ .309. ] place you went: spike's house [ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: [ .311. ] person you saw: my grandma [ .312. ] person you kissed: spike [ .313. ] person you fucked: no one [ .314. ] person you talked to: my grandma [ .315. ] song you heard: Too shy- Kajagoogoo . : Now : . [ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing [ .317. ] what are you drinking: Nothing [ .318. ] what are you wearing: red capris and a shirt w/ cherries on it [ .319. ] any shoes on: yes red converse [ .320. ] hair: its there [ .321. ] listening to: Slipknot [ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope [ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: a bit . : Yes or no : . [ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no, but i like vegie burgers [ .325. ] do you like cows: yes [ .326. ] are you a bitch: no [ .327. ] are you artistic: no [ .328. ] do you write poetry: yes [ .329. ] are you a fast runner: no [ .330. ] can you ski: no [ .331. ] are you british: i wish [ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: yes [ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: yes they do [ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yes [ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: no [ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': no [ .337. ] are you straight: yes [ .338. ] are you physically handicapped: no [ .339. ] are you fat: no [ .340. ] are you skinny: i dont know. i think im average [ .341. ] are you short: very [ .342. ] are you tall: hahaha reyna tell what an oximoron [ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yes i do [ .344. ] how about orange pants: I really wish i did [ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: sure [ .346. ] are you evil: im neutral [ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: mr cloyd [ .348. ] is britney a whore: yes [ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: sure [ .350. ] am i annoying you: yes [ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: i do indeed [ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: yes [ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: ?? [ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: yes . : Random questions : . [ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: panther [ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: vegie burgers [ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: sometimes [ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: yes sumtimes [ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: nope [ .360. ] can people read you like a book: nope [ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: rejecrion/loss [ .362. ] do you talk a lot: no [ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: yes [ .364. ] do you like spiders: not really [ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: no [ .367. ] are you spoiled: no [ .368. ] are you anti-social: yes i can be [ .369. ] do you see dumb people: everywhere [ .370. ] do you see dead people: hmmm no [ .371. ] any last words: God i want a bagel [ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going do to? : go to spikes its over yay ~PUsh my fingers into my eyes~ to kill the pain

Its 8 in the morning [24 Jun 2004|08:20am] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | Brena- A Perfect Circle ] Its 8 in the effing morning and i have no idea why the h i am up. Ah watever. SO last nite i went to the fireworks w/ spike and it was awesome. He asked me out :D. Yay. It was exciting and i can honestly say i am happy. It was just so much fun. Oh the fireworks were good too. The ride home was crazy awesome. That boy rox like none other. And he has great hair heh. It took us like half an hour to say good bye. i know everyone is like "thats incredibl cheesy" but i dont care so hahahah. Well i am tired and think i will sit and read or something. Later everyone ~Show me openings to bring me closer to you~ 3 more pills to kill the pain

La tee da [23 Jun 2004|12:06pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Sleeping Beauty- A Perfect Circle ] So this week has been fun and such. I have been working a lot tho but watever On saturday spike and Jon came to my house at 9 at night after i worked. That was cool. I had fun times on my walk w/ MBC and spike :) I saw Sarah K! Woo! I mised that girl. We went to minkos and watched a clockwork orange w/ spike and minko. It was a lot of fun I have been hanging w/ spike a lot lately and i enjoy his company a lot. We have a lot of the same concepts in life and such. Its good. I went t cedar point yesterday w/ Jen. We actually rode the roller coasters. We sat front row in the Mean sterak like 3 ties. It was great. That ride so totally owned us tho. Its brutual, yetwants you to come back to it. But if your not in the front that ride sux. I feel accomplished in life now that i can ride some roller coaters. W00t leads to what a pathetic goal system i have. I am withdrawing in my class at macomb. I realized i havent the tim, plus i am tkaing AP gov already next year, and its my summer i want some free time. Altho it took me a long time to come to that descsion b/c i really like politcs. I wish i had the time to keep it Well Jenny;'s sleeping downstairs so im gonna go wake her :p. Nah i wont be that mean but i am done babbling except to say i am actually quite happy w/ life *shock shock* :D ~Poisoned and broken~ to kill the pain

Yay Quizes [16 Jun 2004|10:24pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Blue Monday- Orgie ] Im bored so quizes it was Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways. You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you don't care. But that does not make you a bad person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a little more. Trust me life hurts, most people who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt. But don't worry, life is pain, its also pleasure. Good luck. (please vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla You're addicted to..... LSD! Wow what you must go through every day. LSD gives intense hallucinations and offen makes you think you can do things that no human can. I wouldn't try to pretend your a bird and play on top of a tall building anytime soon. What are you addicted to? (pics!) brought to you by Quizilla Hah i would be Your a Dark Angel...and hey, you probably knew it. Dark angel are in truth, very malicious, but a sign of one also is very sad. Dark Angel all used to be pure angels, but something went very wrong with their life. Either it was the sudden, murder of a loved one, betrayl, or pure torture to them, dark angels have commited their life to Satan himself. They are silent, and their wings are dark black feathers, or blood red. Dark Angels appear when there is someone dying, or a murder. If you see one, it means the death of a loved one is expected. Dark Angels cannot actually harm a human, but they love to see the suffering of one. What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla Postatem obscuri lateris nescitis. "You do not know the power of the Dark Side." There are two possibilities: you are a Star Wars geek, or you are unreasoningly scary. Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are most likely to be the Vampire Zealot! The Zealot is the vampire that is utterly addicted to what it is. Overcome by the sensations and capabilities it possesses, it exists to simply enjoy anything and everything pertaining to its heightened vampire existence; it lusts for all things available to it, blood, sex, power, money, immortality. Neither identifiably well-intentioned or malicious, these are trivial matters to the zealot, as its existence is focused on the sensations it can achieve. The zealot always appears most seductive and alluring, an utter sex symbol. As it is always pushing the limits of what it can do for the sheer pleasure of doing so, often it can be a very powerful vampire, simply from the sheer experience of its addiction. Dominant personality trait: Lust Dominant color: Red Fictional Vampire Examples: LeStat ('Interview with the Vampire'), Claudia ('Interview with the Vampire') Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of the night? Come this way... Vampire Classification Quiz (w/ Pics) brought to you by Quizilla ~Id be hapier person today~ 2 more pills to kill the pain